afterwards, i really just sat in silence doing nothing.

i had a staring contest with nothing.

bc i guess the word it,

doing nothing is better then doing the things you shouldnt

Good luck to you!

Good luck to me!

Good luck to us all and everyone and everything!

im thinking... art, something creative that excites me. what could that be?

- interior designing?

- knitting? i know a couple people that has a yarn business on etsy. they knit, crochet easy items and sell them. thats sounds really fun tbh. i might do this

- digital art, illustration?

these are things im geniunly excited to learn. so even if it doesnt work out as a side hustle thats okay. i got a new skill and hobby im excited about.

anyway, thats me. what's yours?

or if you don't have a side hustle yet, what would it be for you?

ughhhh

UGHHH

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i pray we all feel better

SPOILERs below if you care:

Ive comes to the conclusion that I want the restaurant to succeed no matter what, and my brother wants Carmy to be happy even at the cost of the restaurant. We both agree it would be great if he could have both, but given our options and what we both choose, I think that’s show more about what we both prioritize more in life. For me at least, it’s more than just having a successful business, but the bear is a group of people that are almost like family. They all depend on carmy, they all depend on the restaurant to succeed for each of them to escape the life they had. To live a better life. It’s a means of escape, it’s a means of living for everyone in the bear. That’s why I want carmy to choose the people and the bear over him and Claire. Their both not great options, whatever you choose you’re already set up to fail, you’ll loose out on one and be considered selfish for both. But just maybe, just maybe, he could end up having both. It’s a story after all.

if you could kindly only listening to the beginning and then skip to the outro music that would be great. thank you!

Best,

Sage <3

how does it feel to be in Friday when I'm stuck in Thursday huh!

for context to those not listening to this the day of release. i record on thursday and i release episodes on friday. but you would know that if you listened to the ep wouldnt you. hmmmm.

there was a time i definitely would've said making plans into the future was harmful. I'm sure there's also a time i wouldve said "heck yeah, i love making 5 year plan, i'm all about it"

today i just dont care too much. i don't hate it, nor am i obsessed with it. it just is.