Hello, fam! This is the first Christmas without my mom and I just wanted to share some thoughts about what has been going on. Even before my mom passed away I always get in funny mood as this arts to wind down, I do not know what it is. Call it nostalgic,sad, slightly depressed. I don't know, but I try to hold on to Christmas as long as I can by staring at lights, watching a movies, and listening to music, but no matter what I do that feeling just starts to fade away, and I am only left with knowing that I will have wait an entire year that takes so long, but goes so fast. Now, with children this feeling has altered drastically. Hope you enjoy the listen.

The holidays can be very difficult to navigate when you have lost someone that you loved, and that you were close to. In this episode I talk about some of the moments of tears that I have been experiencing as the holiday season was approaching, how I dealt with it, and just allowed myself those moments. I chose to stay in that emotion until it passed. The holidays can be the most beautiful and painful time of year, but we will get through it. I hope you enjoy this episode.

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In this episode I talk about three people I knew who had passed away about a week after I just happen to see them. I speak on there are moments you see someone that you haven't seen in a while, but that is not a random moment. These moments are meant to be an opportunity to share the Gospel, your faith, or just make a real emotional connection. Hope you enjoy it.

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In this episode I talk briefly about a sign I believe was meant for me to let me know that my mom was now whole. It was a piece of a memory that my mom left for my grandma when she would visit her resting place. Which is now where my mom's ashes are buried. I also did a little research on whether or not messages will be seen that feel like they are sent by those we have love and have passed away. You can actually find the link here if you want to read up on it yourself.

https://guideposts.org/angels-and-miracles/miracles/gods-grace/12-signs-of-the-beyond-from-deceased-loved-ones/

I personally do not believe that my mom, or any deceased loved one, can communicate with me directly, but I do believe that God will let me know many things in many different ways.

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I originally meant to record and release this episode on July 22nd from the grave site of where my mom's remains are buried. My plan was to set up my microphone and just start recording my thoughts in that time, but I was unintentionally interrupted by some guys who came to visit someone about 2-plots up from where I was. I had to re-record the episode because the app I used would not allow me to share to my Spotify account. I hope enjoy the story and some good memories. As always let me know how you are liking this podcast by sending me an email at:

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