In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders.

Our first episode is about how my own bulimia journey started. All of us have different experiences and I hope you can use my story to reflect on your journey.

1. Stress eating and weight gain
2. Hurtful comments and obsession with dieting
3. Realising that losing weight didn't make me happy

You can also find an article version of this episode here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with me, you can contact me by visiting our Humin website.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders.

Our second episode is about what my binge episodes looked like when I was going through bulimia as a teen.

1. Dieting made me crave food
2. What my typical bulimic episodes looked like
3. Bulimia episodes damaged my social life

All of us have different experiences and I hope you can use my story to reflect on your journey.

You can also find an article version of this episode on Medium here.

You can watch this episode as a video on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with me, you can contact me by visiting our Humin website.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders. Our third episode is about how I recovered from bulimia nervosa. I hope you can use my experience to reflect on yours or to better understand your loved one.

Episode Highlights:

1. Admitting and opening-up
2. Failing medication and psychotherapy as a teen
3. First phase self-recovery: cause of illness, the law of attraction, positive thinking, recognising eating disorder thinking, self-love
4. Recovery is NOT a straight line!
5. …That wasn’t the end! Quasi-recovery awaits.

You can watch this episode as a video on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with us, you can contact us by visiting our Humin website.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders. Our fourth episode is about how I went from bulimia recovery to developing orthorexic behaviours. I hope you can use my experience to reflect on yours or to better understand your loved ones.

Episode Highlights:

1. Started weight lifting and "clean" eating
2. Orthorexic behaviours and banning "dirty" food
3. Why was I always hungry? 

You can watch episodes on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us at @humin.mh. 

If you would like to recommend a speaker for our podcast, you can contact us through our Humin website.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders.

Our fifth episode is about how my orthorexic eating behaviours developed into an eating disorder relapse during COVID lockdown, how I realised I have been stuck in quasi-recovery, and committing to recovery.

Episode highlights

1. Obsessive exercise from fear of weight gain
2. Relapse: Constant mental hunger, insomnia, inattention, mood swings
3. Realising I was stuck in quasi-recovery for years
4. Fear of weight gain: the cause of my disordered eating
5. My commitment to self-recovery and difficulties in treating undiagnosed eating disorders.

I hope you can use my experience to reflect on yours or to better understand your loved one.

You can watch this episode as a video on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with me, you can contact me by visiting our Humin website.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders.

Our sixth episode is about my second recovery (after my first recovery from Bulimia Nervosa) from disordered eating habits.

Episode highlights

1. Research, listen and learn
2. Unconditional freedom to eat
3. What helped me not to give up on recovery
4. Fighting the fear of weight gain
5. Recovery that felt like a miracle

I hope you can use my experience to reflect on yours or to better understand your loved one.

You can watch this episode as a video on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with me, you can contact me by visiting our Humin website. We are building an automated symptom tracker for personalised depression and bipolar disorder pattern predictions.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders.

Our seventh episode is a short bonus episode about the challenges I've faced in almost every holiday, Christmas and other festive seasons in the last ten years.

Episode highlights

1. Feeling like "I should be happy at "Christmas" when I'm not
2. Feeling pressure to "look better" during holidays 
3. Feeling cultural pressure around "slimness" in different countries
4. Anxiety about having more food around me
5. Enhancing awareness and resilience

I hope you can use my experience to reflect on yours or to better understand your loved ones.

You can watch this episode as a video on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us at @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with me, you can contact me by visiting our Humin website. We are building an automated symptom tracker for personalised depression and bipolar disorder pattern predictions.

In this series, we share stories and insights on eating disorders.

This episode is about what recovery means in reality, the remaining symptoms that still come and go like "a wave" and what I do to prevent myself from crashing down in my life waves. 

Episode highlights

1. Recovery doesn't mean it's all good forever
2. My existing symptoms
3. Recovery is about riding waves
4. The tools that help me stay in recovery
5. Spreading resilience and learnings to others

I hope you can use my experience to reflect on yours or to better understand your loved ones.

You can watch this episode as a video on YouTube here.

If you want to follow Humin on Instagram for mental health & tech posts, find us at @humin.mh.

If you have a story you would like to share with me, you can contact me by visiting our Humin website. We are building an automated behavioural symptom tracker for personalised mental health pattern predictions. Sign-up through our website to get access.