In this episode of The Voices, I take a vulnerable dive into the hidden dangers of idol worship and the fine line between admiration and obsession.

We’ll explore the emotional and psychological toll that toxic fandom culture can have on both the admired and the admirer — especially when personal boundaries are ignored or distorted.

I also reflect on what it means to be truly seen, the responsibility of influence, and how we can reclaim our voice in spaces where it often gets lost.

This isn’t just about celebrities — it’s about healing, self-worth, and remembering that no one is above or below love.

Trigger Warning: Emotional intensity, mentions of exploitation, abandonment, and emotional manipulation.

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🎙️ The Voices is more than a podcast — it’s a healing space in audio form.

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Music: Tubular Bells
Artist: Torin
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In this deeply personal episode, I explore the timeless presence of a memory that shaped me—one that still lingers like a whisper in the wind. Through spoken reflection and raw poetry, The Memory of Eloise captures the ache of loss, the power of remembrance, and the beauty in holding on without losing yourself.

🎙️ Spoken, written, and produced by J. Catalyst
📚 From the collection The Voices

🎼 Music (ambient presence):
“Lonesome Journey” by Keys of Moon | https://soundcloud.com/keysofmoon
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💭 Listener discretion is advised. This episode explores themes of grief, longing, and emotional vulnerability.

In this debut episode, I open up about the truth behind The Voices—a collection born from silence, survival, and reclaiming every version of myself that was buried.

If you've ever been told you're too much, if you've ever been broken by love or erased by your own family... this episode is for you.

Every poem I wrote came from a life I lived. This isn't just art. It's testimony.

🎙️ Podcast Host: J. Catalyst
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Thank you for listening. Your voice is sacred, too.