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  • BHE 196 - ESOTERIC STAR WARS [PART II]: THE PATH OF PRINCESS LEIA - JOHNXKRISTEN
    2024/12/17

    Continuing where we left off with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**

    —(1:27) Couples that look like siblings —(5:50) The different splits in masculine/feminine psyche —(8:06) Social shadow work to understand sexual instinct/individuation —(9:52) Seeing masculine/feminine as energies rather than compartmentalized roles —(13:53) Anger’s role in the sexual instinct —(16:38) The idea of integration, holding the tension —(18:15) Being able to stretch and expand creatively —(19:14) Mother projections, living in paradox —(24:33) A neutralizing force versus an activating force —(30:12) Libidinal energy being trapped in the mother —(31:56) Zooming out with Gurdjieff —(41:30) Attunement to the unconscious energies of the centers and instincts —(45:03) Understanding instinctual and neurotic fear —(49:37) The terror of police body cam footage in suburban America —(54:29) The aesthetic realm and its role in reality’s horror show
—(56:58) Concretizing murder in the image of slaying the dragon —(1:03:37) Art pulling you out of knowing and certainty —(1:07:53) Moving towards your death, keeping things novel

    Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone

    Pre-order the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course

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    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    1 時間 19 分
  • BHE 195 - ESOTERIC STAR WARS: THE PATH OF PRINCESS LEIA [PART I] - JOHNXKRISTEN
    2024/12/08

    Special episode with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**

    — (1:27) Plugs — (5:53) Salome & Star Wars intro — (7:00) Conditions of existence, Masculine/Feminine, and the third force — (10:38) John sets the Star Wars stage — (12:53) A New Hope: Princess Leia Loses It All — (19:58) Empire Strikes Back: Introducing Eros — (23:05) Return of the Jedi: The Metal Bikini — (27:28) The power fantasy, fathers/sons, and male expectations — (32:00) Kristen zooms out with the Star Wars mythology — (34:52) A glimpse of the feminine journey — (39:04) Dualistic feminine energies & Leia’s psyche — (47:20) Where are the feminine stories? — (52:15) Jung’s ‘Answer to Job’: Why is God a dick? — (56:20) Salome’s story — (1:02:30) The Death Mother — (1:06:00) The journey of the three instincts, Anima/Animus — (1:17:00) Alien: the violence of being born — (1:25:00) Masculine pain & the parental complexes

    Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone

    Check out the upcoming new Enneagram Audio Course with Josh & John at: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the BHE hotline with questions for episode #200 at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    1 時間 31 分
  • BHE 194 - BALTASAR EBANGS A LOT
    2024/11/14

    Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map.

    — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200 — (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal — (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9 — (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture — (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s — (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment — (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment nostalgia — (1:11:17) Knowing the monster within — (1:15:55) Maladaptive self-subversion and sx instinct edge-seeking — (1:21:19) Big Hormone SP segment — (1:29:55) The orange man is 2-1 Social

    Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    1 時間 34 分
  • BHE 193 - CONTRASYNS
    2024/10/17

    — (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast — (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone) — (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod — (16:31) The great disillusionment — (19:51) Trump and elon dork — (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts — (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4

    Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    39 分
  • BHE 192 - a near death experience
    2024/10/01

    — (1:27) the john stream from the void — (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go — (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood — (18:10) a zone is always happening — (22:08) energy around male connection — (35:10) self-pres nerd out — (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing — (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs

    Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    50 分
  • BHE 191 - INSTINCT ZONE LORE
    2024/09/15

    what it do babyyy: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones

    — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk — (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout — (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship — (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems — (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish — (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’ — (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about? — (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems — (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1

    Donate to support the show: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons haven’t gotten John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    47 分
  • BHE 190 - ZEZONE EXTERRAS
    2024/08/31

    Spilling more instinct zone insights: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones

    — (1:27) souuuunddd check — (4:18) Instinct Zone updates and DG’s SX2-3 game — (9:43) SX2 game vs SX1 froth — (14:44) SX3-2 and John’s meats sexual bias — (19:08) Emeka SX3-1 feeding the fetish — (23:12) John’s autonomy conflicts and the zones — (27:08) Renewing the spark in Zone 1

    Donate to support the show: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone

    John and Alexandra sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    34 分
  • BHE 189 - INSTINCT ZONE STEMS
    2024/08/22

    New juice to wet your beaks. To follow along check out the intro blogs and videos here: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones

    — (3:29) What are the instinct zone stems? — (9:51) Why Alexandra feels like others are doing social wrong / SO2-1 the gossip flake — (13:48) The Social Zones — (16:54) DG’s social zone 1 provocations — (27:22) John’s SO2-3 A-list player influencer vs Emeka’s SO3-2 group container — (31:15) Alexandra’s SO2-1 sensitivity to social chemistry — (34:05) Emeka’s impractical SP1-2 — (38:10) The Self-pres Zones — (41:26) DG and Alexandra’s SP3-2 cozey uniform — (54:45) Sexual zones / Jealousy and competition in Zone 2 — (1:02:16) Big hormone consummation in SX Zone 3 / DG’s Zone 2 Himbo proclivities — (1:11:27) Your zone stem is the order you do the cycle in that instinct — (1:19:39) Sex drive and SX3-2

    Donate to support the show: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone

    John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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    1 時間 28 分