When I left Christianity, it wasn’t out of rebellion. It was because I finally understood what I believed and what I didn’t.

This episode is a personal look into why I left church culture behind, how I found clarity in Islam, and the backlash I faced from people who once claimed to love me.

We’re talking about blind faith vs true understanding, judgment vs sincerity, and why choosing Islam was the most thought-out decision I’ve ever made.

🔸 Why the church taught obedience without understanding 🔸 How Islam encourages critical thinking and leadership 🔸 The difference between being accepted… and being known 🔸 And why I couldn’t keep pretending once I knew the truth

This one’s for the people in the TikTok comments, for the quiet thinkers in the back row of church, and for anyone who's ever felt like questioning wasn’t allowed.

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In this emotional and raw episode of Beyond The Shahada, Bree Shaaban shares her deeply personal journey from Christianity to Islam. From questioning her faith and uncovering discrepancies in the Bible to her life-changing encounter with the Quran, Bree opens up about the moment that transformed her life forever.

After years of studying the Bible, Bree's search for truth led her to Islam, starting with the Quran's scientific miracles and a new understanding of Jesus (AS). In this episode, she dives deep into the questions that caused her to rethink everything:

• Why does the Bible contradict itself?

• Why is the concept of the Trinity not supported by scripture?

• What does the Quran reveal about the truth of Islam and the stories of the prophets?

Bree recounts the night that everything changed for her, and the moment she walked into the Islamic Center, fearing the unknown, only to discover a community full of love, peace, and truth.

This is more than just a conversion story, it's a journey of spiritual awakening and finding answers to the biggest questions in life. Bree now hosts a podcast, runs a Muslim business, and helps others who are on their own journey of seeking truth and discovering Islam.

Tune in to hear about Bree’s unfiltered experience and the powerful message of how seeking knowledge led her to embrace the true path. Whether you’re someone questioning your faith or simply seeking inspiration, this episode is for you.

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Why does it feel like Allah abandoned me?’ If you’ve ever cried during sujood or wondered if your pain was ‘punishment,’ this episode is for you. Bree Shaaban gets raw about:

• How childhood trauma distorts your relationship with Allah

• The loneliness of being called ‘strong’ when you’re breaking inside

• Practical steps to reframe your faith beyond trauma responses (including the du’a that changed everything)

This isn’t a ‘just pray more’ lecture - it’s a lifeline for anyone who’s ever felt unseen by Allah.

Check out the books I mentioned by Amira Shahin here: https://mindfulpursuits.info/collections/all

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