Chapter 19. Then: I Want to be in America (Canada)

Chapter 19 describes Notch’s arrival in Seattle, Washington on October 11, 1971, marking the end of his Vietnam adventure. He is met by Sarge and Richard at the airport, and they drive to Sarge's compound in Canada. The chapter details the logistics of being based in Canada, including the importance of moving across the border with little attention. Notch is given a Canadian passport and is tasked with learning about Bouillon, Belgium, as well as the importance of having matching identification and passports. The chapter concludes with Notch and his team settling into their new home and beginning their training under Sarge's guidance.

1. NOW- FRIDAY, THE FIFTH: CHEERS THEN

In this gripping episode, we delve into the tense and dangerous world of professional hitmen. Join us as we follow the Notch's encounter with Walther, a seasoned gunsmith, who opens the door with a 357 Magnum in hand. The atmosphere is thick with the smell of metal, gunpowder, and cleaning fluid, contrasting with the Norman Rockwell painting-like front room. As they share a bottle of Blantons whisky, the conversation reveals the harsh realities of their profession, the risks they face, and the meticulous preparations for their assignments. This episode offers a rare glimpse into the life of a hitman, exploring themes of loyalty, survival, and the constant threat of danger. Don't miss this thrilling journey into the dark underbelly of contract killing.

Chapter 17. THEN: CAPTAIN JAMES T. (OR ‘R’) KIRK

In Chapter 17, Notch reflects on his feelings of loneliness and isolation after returning from Tan Son Nhut Airbase. He contemplates his life as a professional killer and decides to visit Sarge upon his return to the United States. After getting his bandages removed, he visits the Ba Thien Hau temple for contemplation and then goes to the Dhiem Ai Bakery to inform Xuan about Allan's death. Despite initial resistance from Xuan's uncle, he manages to speak with Xuan and tells her about Allan's love for her and his desire to marry her. Xuan reveals that she is learning English and wants to name their child after Allan. He struggles with thoughts of Allan, Xuan, and Gabriella, and the melancholy of his situation. The chapter ends with the Notch preparing to leave Vietnam and return to civilian life, feeling a sense of duty and the weight of his experiences.

In Chapter 16, Notch wakes up after being severely injured in a mission. He is greeted by his comrades, Rich, Coop, and Thomas, who inform him that Allan is dead and Sarge was injured. Sarge ‘awards’ Notch the Order of Ho Chi Minh, which he took off General Lan Tan Fong after killing him. The chapter concludes with Sarge informing the team that their unit is being disbanded and they are being sent back to the United States. Notch reflects on his uncertain future and the loss of his comrades, while Sarge offers them a chance to join his “contracting” business. The chapter ends with a mix of emotions as the team prepares to leave Vietnam and return to civilian life.

Chapter 15: THEN-DEATH AND FORNICATION

In this chapter, Notch and the team embark on one of their most dangerous missions, an incursion deep into North Vietnam. Their target is General Lan Tan Fong, whose unit conducts raids into Thailand, kidnapping women for forced prostitution. The team travels from Thailand to Laos and then crosses into North Vietnam. The journey is fraught with danger, and the team faces numerous challenges, including booby traps and sniper attacks.

As they approach the compound, they discover that US troops are working with the enemy, loading kidnapped Thai women onto trucks. Notch and the team decide to free the hostages, eliminate General Fong, and destroy the trucks. The mission is intense and chaotic, with the team taking out multiple targets and facing heavy gunfire. Tragically, Notch’s friend Allan and another team member, Miles, are killed during the operation. Notch is severely injured but manages to survive.

The chapter highlights the brutality and complexity of war, the camaraderie among the team members, and the personal sacrifices they make. It also underscores Notch’s determination and resilience in the face of overwhelming odds.

Chapter 14: THEN-THE INVISIBLE HANDS OF GOD

In this chapter, Notch’s unit often supports a highly classified special ops unit known as MACV-SOG (Military Assistance Command, Vietnam – Studies and Observations Group). This unit conducted covert unconventional warfare operations during the Vietnam War. Notch’s team, although secret, often provides long-range sniper support during these operations. Notch recalls a particular mission where their support was highly appreciated, and they were referred to as "Bàn tay vô hình của Chúa" or "The invisible hand of God" by the Viet Cong. This chapter highlights the camaraderie and mutual respect between Notch’s team and the MACV-SOG unit, as well as the dangerous and covert nature of their missions.

Chapter 13: THEN-I DON’T SAY ‘SABATAGE’ [SIC]

In this chapter, Notch reflects on the power of friendship and camaraderie within their group. They find solace in watching the TV show "Star Trek," which emphasizes the importance of friendship. The group, forged in the fires of their experiences, becomes iron-clad friends. Despite the challenges and dangers they face, they maintain a strong bond and support each other.

The chapter also highlights Notch’s admiration for their leader, Sarge, who instilled a sense of family and unity within the group. Sarge's leadership and the group's intellectual debates on various topics, including religion and philosophy, showcase their depth and complexity. Notch appreciates the education and values imparted by Sarge, which help him navigate the corruption and death surrounding them.

Chapter 12: THEN: WILD THINGS

In this chapter, the Notch reflects on the wild and unpredictable nature of their life as a hitman. The chapter delves into the camaraderie and intellectual debates among the members of the assassination unit, highlighting their deep bond and shared experiences. Despite the grim nature of their work, the team finds solace in the philosophical discussions and the sense of family instilled by their leader, Sarge. The chapter also touches on Notch’s internal struggles and the impact of their violent profession on their psyche. Through a series of anecdotes and reflections, the chapter paints a vivid picture of Notch's life, blending moments of humor, introspection, and the harsh realities of their profession.